09 4 / 2014
Yay my baby is back!
05 4 / 2014
I know what’s doing tonight.And yes, I am in it solely for the character design.
29 3 / 2014
Yet again, we’re trying to get someone to help with my workload.
I found her on FB, she’s already updated her FB and Linkedin to say that she’s working there.
I just…it just sucks that I don’t trust anyone. We’ve had so many people come in and not work out that I can’t really find it in me to really want to train someone. I was told to take my emotion out of it, but it pisses me off that we don’t take the time to a) look at more than one person and b)then look them up online to actually LOOK at what is out there. The communication in our dept. is getting better, but it can still feel like every group out for themselves. If the HRAs don’t stick together, this whole operation is going to tumble down.
I should just start my own business. I wish.
28 3 / 2014
Today I hate myself. I am a bad employee and the most unprofessional person and I hate my job.
I am dreading going back to work on Monday. I have to learn to clamp down on my emotions, so I’m just going to be like a little robot. I am miserable and I hate what I do.
I wish I knew what I was doing with my life. I wish I knew what I really want to do and how to get there. I need to go back to school and I don’t really want to, but I have to. Also, the thought of being in an assistant-type HR job for 4 years kind of makes me want to die.
I hate today and everything and everyone in it. I hate being broken and sick. I hate having to just deal with things when all I want to do is just lie in bed and stare at the wall for hours.
22 3 / 2014
So that happened haha